Illusion

Mercedes is the youngest and perhaps the most successful of Genovas’ eight children. She has amassed an extensive real estate portfolio. Mercedes works given it keeps her engaged not because she needs money. Well-heeled and highly connected, she moves in circles riddled in affluence. Every bit a success story. Thoughts of worthlessness plague Mercedes. As a little girl, her mother habitually told her how she should have aborted her. How her father never wanted her. Jeraldo, Mercedes’ father is the only man Genova ever loved. He is the only man Genova ever felt passion with. When Genova and Jeraldo met, he had no job, money, or papers. Genova fell in-love and married Jeraldo. Providing stability, a home, family, and a coveted green card. Before Mercedes’s father, Genova only dealt with older established men of means. The price Genova paid in exchange was degradation, disrespect, disregard, unworthiness, and control. Jeraldo had a lover who was unaware he had a wife and family. The lover shows up at the marital residence pretending to sell quilts. Genova invites her in and quickly connects the dots realizing the lover has no intention of severing ties with Jeraldo. At that moment Genova decides against telling Jeraldo about the visit and vows never to be intimate. Riddled with despair, self-loathing, insecurity, and rage are what she projects and pours into her daughter. Mercedes is groomed to be an emotional manipulator, lacks empathy, no accountability, and a sense of grandiosity are woven into the meticulous image shared with the world.

Journey

Santiago has grown progressively worse. He has taken to walking around the house naked independent of who is home. Santiago consumes alcohol throughout the day, and when it runs out, his thirteen-year-old grandson gives him money to continue drinking. Habitually he loses his cell phone and house keys. No longer driving since he is unable to recall where he parked the car. When his wife returns from work late into the evening, there is a standing altercation. Recently his wife called sick into work given Santiago knocked out her front tooth from repeated blows. Santiago terrorizes every single family member within the household. In thirty-plus years not once has his wife reported the domestic violence or any grievances instead she tends to her husband. Santiago has become adamant about not bathing. When he visits his mother, he speaks of how his family despises him while omitting his infractions. Santiago lives in a perpetual cycle of rage, slowly disintegrating as he desperately tries to hold on.